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Greener Grass?

May 8, 2007
One of the side effects of my frantic hedonism is that while I am in the middle of one activity/group of people/location, I can't keep from wondering whether I should switch to another activity/group of people/location because that might be more enjoyable.  This is rather troubling for ...
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