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February 14, 2021
I shouldn't have been surprised when N made a gross comment about my depression, again, on Friday. It's par for the course with him. He's made various remarks in the year+ now that I've known him, about how he thought he could "fix" me and about how he doesn't believe in medication, essentially a...
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