I started this Diary almost twenty years ago. So much has changed yet so much remains the same. I haven't written in a long time but I am still the girl who loves to write. The girl who loves John Mayer and Jewel. The girl who loves Starbucks and Journals. Life has been interesting... So wrapped up in trying to do and be everything...succeeding yet also failing.What I can say is... I am a new and improved version of the 20 something girl writing poetry on Open Diary..starting over in many ways. So I sit once again..with fingers on a keyboard..in agitated skin..knowing I must begin

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Dance in the rain

June 1, 2004
Soon I will cry. I will dance in the rain, and sing. Tears, my best friend my worst enemy. Soon I will cry. I will sing and rejoice, Kiss the flame, and feel my tears evaporate.    
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