Recent Entries

• Cont.

  March 23, 2010

  I went along to my appointment at the Employment Agency a 2:15. Rositta is working THERE now, she left Sarina in Jan, she says. It was kinda strange seeing her again within a short timeframe (such as 8mths compared to 10yrs since we finished highschool) because what more can you say? She ask...

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• Down and Out

  March 22, 2010

  Getting very very tired now... I was depleted of energy for most the day today... Didn't get up and about till nearly 3pm. Bubba is just so big now... I wish she was finished growing... I really need her out of me by now... everything is SUCH an effort....! And yet I have 3weeks to...

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• What it is

  March 20, 2010

  splash the walls with art including my lyrics surround myself with music all sorts of music music by day variety is key in all aspects dance wildly, freely, sensually, gorgeously, happily... the goddesses dance strum my guitar write new songs collect my favourite writings and expressions share my...

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• A Piece of Me

  March 19, 2010

  After all that... After the conversation softened and opened up... We organised a coffee-meet for today. Well, he won me over with mention of a "hot chocolate" hehe. "Do you have plans tomorrow?" he asked. I rolled my eyes, thinking 'I don't want to meet up with you. Firs...

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• Rich and Colourful

  March 19, 2010

  So I ponder on what it means to create a "rich and colourful" life... A creative life.. A stimulating life... An exquisitely delicious life... The word thtat remained in my head was the word "creative"... There are so many descriptions and explnations of what "creative&qu...

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• One Hopes

  March 18, 2010

  Sometimes I feel empty in my relationship. This week has accentuated those feelings. I feel like we're travelling such different paths at the moment. He is working a Cashie Job for his cousin Brad. Which is great for us because it's an extra wad of cash that we would not have counted on othe...

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• Yearn

  March 18, 2010

            I yearn to live a rich and colourful life... Creative and stimulating... Exquisitely delicious.... How to do it ? How to do it ?  

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• Update

  March 18, 2010

  Sam has gone up to Cairns for the weekend, for her brother's 21st. She had to get up at 4am this morning, to catch a 6:30am flight. Sinjay didn't know about her plans and seemed extremely interested in hearing all about them *rolls eyes* Just something I notice about him. I don't think even ...

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• Clive

  March 18, 2010

  Clive is online. I don't say Hi because I have made several attempts lately at communicating with him, and he has not responded. I will not pursue. Finally he says a huge hello. We get chatting. And I realise something .. something that has been nagging at me the last few interactions I've h...

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