Recent Entries

• 6/13/08

  June 12, 2008

  Saran and I went to Phobia on the 6th, it was a mad blast.  Got to see some interesting things, help Domme a scene and be with people I really, really, and need I put in anoth really like.  As with all nights there were ups and downs. In the middle of this I did…

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• 6/5/08

  June 4, 2008

  Writing from Sarans place, I am glad that he has internet access now.  In talking to DJKilt things will have to wait a while so that some things in life can settle down.  With the MAdScientist out of work and not finding places wanting to let him go for when he starts med school its&hel...

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• Kilt Fascination

  May 30, 2008

  It is something of an enigma.  How is it that people can wear their hearts on their sleeve?  I dont know and I wish I could understand it.  Met up with DJKilt on Thursday as it would be easier to get him to the airport for his flight and provide a secure place for storage…

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• 4/22/08

  April 21, 2008

  Oh yay I am here.. sleeping like a fiend most days then taking like two days of irrepressible energy.  I am not going to argue for the moment. I have been spending time well lots of time with Saran.  He earned the name in the beginning of the dateship so it sticks but he has…

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• Alone in my head

  March 24, 2008

  So silly my life is.. sometimes I believe it would be a good NBC sitcom... well at least when I am not being an emo girl with the depression or some random drama in my life. But it is good to be alone in my head, I sorta like the idea.  The voices are not…

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• Why did Kander have to call?

  March 18, 2008

  Just that.. why?  I have gotten used to the idea that he was out of my life for good and now.. he's back in connection again.  Really, why should I care after all that has been said and done?  This has put me in a tizzy, more than I want or really realize.  So since…

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• Monies & Car & Ex’s

  March 17, 2008

  Got my taxes refund back now.. and come about May 9 I will have the stimulus package back.  Not that I am worried about how much there, its just another cash infusion to hold me over till the government decides about what I am getting from disability.  *le sigh*  All I ever wanted ...

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• Slow past the drawers

  March 11, 2008

  Things are coming to something of normal again, well as best as I can make it.  After the crash I had its becoming a little clearer that I was taking on too much.  Back to Social Security for me and living with the rents for god knows how long. So now I shake the meds…

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• 2/20/08

  February 19, 2008

  I crashed Between all that was going on and personal stresses I went to the ER and spent 5 days in the psych ward.  Getting back to my feet but I am to live at the parents again going to be around me even if I dont like the circumstances.

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