Recent Entries

• it has been a long time

  September 21, 2009

  Hello , I haven't wrote in my diary for a long time so I decided to get on and update what has been happening in my life .   Last year my wife and I worked on some issues in our marriage and since have been getting along better and in August  we celebrated 10…

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• hello

  March 6, 2009

  Hi to anyone who reads my words . last friday night my wife and I went away for an over night stay , we went to dinner at a seafood resturant and had good food there then went and checked in at a really nice hotel , we got changed and went down  to the…

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• love of my life(a poem)

  January 26, 2009

  for  my wife the love of my life !!   You are my very  special girl , you are everything in my whole world. I do not know what I would do without you, you pick me up when I feel blue. you say things that make me smile , somthing I have not done…

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• my birthday

  January 25, 2009

  Hi to anyone who reads this , yesterday was my birthday , normally the most depressing day of the year for me but it was acctually a nice day and  a nice weekend for me , on saturday my wife made me a special dinner  - prok chops and cheesey potatoes both were very good…

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• it’s 3am

  January 17, 2009

  Hello , all It is 3 am I was getting ready to go to sleep and my daughter woke me up cause she heard a noise and now I cannot sleep so I decided to get on and write an entry. Do you ever look back on your marriage , on all the good things…

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• happy new year

  January 12, 2009

  Hi to anyone who reads my diary , I know I don't get on here that much but thankyou to anyone who reads my words.  I want to wish everybody a happy new year and I hope things are great the whole year through and to any of you out there in the world who…

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• stormy weather

  January 12, 2009

  saddness pain death and sorrow , will things get better for me tomorrow. I kept thinking this when I was a kid , keeping hurt feelings very well hid . humiliated and beaten physically mentally , I wanted to leave the world to just escape. things changed in time they did get better , I…

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• life

  January 12, 2009

  what is our purpose for being here , why are we alive . is there a reason why we are brought into this world, do we simply exist. why are some brought into a life of sweet delight, when others like me come into a living hell. why does life get better for some people…

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• the last 2 entrys are poems

  January 12, 2009

  Hi all , the last 2 entrys are poems I thought up , they are based on my life from when I was a kid to later in life . life for me when I was a kid was not the best - for those of you grew or are growing up with an alcaholic…

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