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November 16, 2019
Haven’t been on here in a long time... I have been feeling lost more than other days. My relationship with my husband has been going down the drain. I feel like my kids don't love me. My husband doesn't love me. I just feel so useless. I get no attention at all at home from…
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    December 1, 2011
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    November 30, 2011
    Its so windy out here in the Inland Valleys I hate it, we should be getting some shower but migh be.  I went to the doctor today and they took me off the ability and I am still on the  zoloft and no longer on the prozac.  Which is better because I was taking to…
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  • Horrible
    November 24, 2011
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    November 22, 2011
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  • I AM BACK AGAIN..
    November 21, 2011
    Hello to everyone, I havent been on here in a very long time. Alot has changed and alot I have done. First off I havent worked since May of this year.  I got on disability due to harrasment from work, they treated me so bad that now I am taking some deppresent pills and it has affe...
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  • And the crowd cheers….
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