I’m a boomer which I suppose makes me an old guy. My hair is mostly grey now. This is ridiculous. How did this happen? Definitely not how I see myself. But as Popeye would say, I yam what I yam.
I’m autodidactic, a retired (analog) microwave electrical engineer (the universe is analog / take note all you digital guys), photographer, audiophile, and on occasion, a writer of some variety. I am a student of Zen Buddhism albeit a poor one. I need all the help I can get. I’m painfully self aware. And I'm wicked modest. Ask me about the meaning of life when you have some time to kill (not that anyone really has that luxury) and I’ll fill you in. My grandfather was fond of telling me I was “too smart for my own britches”. He was probably right.
If you are entertained by reading what may show up here that’s great. If you want to leave comments, be my guest. I don’t bite. I’ll read them. I might even answer you if you are polite.
Namaste and all that.
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I’m Not Always Literal
July 12, 2020
But I am always honest here. Well, were I to be completely honest, I would have to say I at least try very hard to be. But I am often not literal. That's to say I just let my mind's eye wander and document the landscape. What hits the page here can be gender bent, or cross…Continue Reading... -
Compartmentalization 101
June 26, 2020
I love Seinfeld. I’ve heard that show described as being about nothing. The writers have even embraced the idea. But I respectfully disagree. I say it’s about everything. I particularly enjoy George Costanza. A man I can identify with. He understands the idea of worlds colliding. Matter and antim...Continue Reading... -
For My Father
June 21, 2020
it is possible that the universe is as cosmology describes / that entropic forces will in some countless billion years disintegrate all that we “know” / leaving only silent / timeless / emptiness it too is possible that there is nothing of which we can not “know” / that our imagination is ...Continue Reading... -
The Tiny Details of the Day
June 19, 2020
I have no words to express what I feel this morning. My qualia longs to be connected in a way that I can only describe as yearning. It feels as if I am dying and I am so very very alone in here. It feels as if I am somehow everything and nothing all at…Continue Reading... -
Peeling Grey Potatoes
June 8, 2020
I have come to understand the importance of potato peeling. But there are days when it feels as if the pile is a grey mountain and I am in danger of being burred in an avalanche. I must remember all I need do is to pick up my knife and begin to circumscribe my passion.…Continue Reading... -
Half Time
May 26, 2020
Happy birthday son! What an accomplishment! Half a century and you are still here! How does it feel to be 50 years old? Yeah. I hear you. Was this what you expected? It never is. At least so far. But it's a big day. Enjoy the cake and ice cream. That's all the advice you…Continue Reading... -
The Prime Commandment
May 22, 2020
We come into being with a single mission:We are here to run in a relay race. We come into existence already on the starting line with the baton firmly in hand. Or more to the point, the baton is firmly held within us. It was handed to us from our parents. And they got it…Continue Reading... -
Alone in my thoughts
May 22, 2020
The nature of that of which we are a part but can not know can't be described. But in the darkness and distance of a verdant May night, it all seems so close. Perhaps we have a sense that we have been taught to ignore. It’s fun to believe such ideas. But I do believe…Continue Reading... -
Don’t Feel Obligated
November 17, 2018
to read this entry / i simply need to air it out today as it were / my alone-ness feels overwhelming / it is crushing // i’ve spent years searching for a source of wisdom / a guru / a teacher i can believe understands ideas i do not / one that can guide me…Continue Reading...
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