Recent Entries

• I Can’t Have It All.

  September 14, 2009

  I covered the side of my face with my book and pushed my nose against the train window, making a little house so I felt alone for a second. I stayed like that for about four stops. When I put my book back in my lap, someone had sat down next to me and I…

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• Sentimental Heart.

  April 7, 2009

  i flipped a nickel off of my thumb i licked a dollar bill with my tongue and blinked back the east coast like dust inside of my eye. i'm not sliding a note under your door i'm gunna turn up like a babe in your town grin ear to ear and mess up our whole…

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• Beeswax.

  March 4, 2009

  Staple. Just got that ever anticipated second job. National tour of Junie B. Jones. Oh, this could be bad. I have four rehearsals - then my first show in CA. What the fuck. I'll post dates in case any of you have kids or are bored. Here goes nothing.

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• Gloria.

  January 20, 2009

  one frozen night in long island city, running at full speed down an empty, bowling alley sidewalk. running so fast that the scorching tears that aren't coming out from behind my eyes are a few blocks back, chasing me. it was like in the movies - frantic down a dark alley with no door at…

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• The Slow Fade Of Love.

  November 26, 2008

  this year i read a book that everyone has read where the narrator locked herself in her bathroom each night. one night it got worse so she kneeled and put her forehead on the cool linolium and stretched her arms out way in front of her and spread her fingers. she described the way she…

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• I Went Down To Dixie.

  November 21, 2008

  who am i gunna be when i kick all my bad habits cinch my waist, hair in my face i was born for this city  then it's morning, and i want a husband and kids i'm back on the picket lines having opinions   nights like these will always happen when the only voice you…

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• Mouths Of Babes.

  November 19, 2008

  It dawns on me while I am lying mashed into the mattress waiting for my alarm to go off. My eyes fly open. For someone who thinks about themselves and who they are becoming as much as I do, it surprises me to ever be surprised. But not only do I not believe in god…

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• Suck It.

  November 4, 2008

  Watch me make a staple.   Watch me make history.   I am becoming an activist.    Today I feel proud. I haven't felt proud in a long time.    

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• Where The Boys Are.

  October 31, 2008

   My entire life is spent on a train and thank god for it. It's the only time I ever feel alone or still. I sit and obsessively listen to one or two songs over and over and accidentally catch eyes with strangers several times, then feel guilty for looking. I audition so much and because…

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