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heartbreak/heartache/breakup

January 6, 2014
My boyfriend of 7 years and I just broke up yesterday. He's been such a huge and important part of life for the past 7 years that it's hard to figure out how to move on. I guess, ultimately, to an extent, i'm afraid to be alone. There I said it. But looking back, while…
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