Recent Entries

• 3/1/2004

  February 29, 2004

  Do u ever feel like there is no one in the world that cares? No one who really knows what or how u feel, and maybe dont even care?My biological mother is back after 15 years i don't know how to respond, react, and quite honestly I have NO CLUE what to do. I really…

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• What have i learned today….

  February 28, 2004

  ...hmm let's see... I learned: 1) that because i got pregnant at 13, i am the worlds worst mother to ever live. 2) my daughter missed out on a childhood 3) i missed a lot of growing up. 4) that people are never what they seem 5) that even people who are my friends are…

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• boredom

  February 28, 2004

  Name: Jessica Lynn Fredrick Do you like it?: I guess Nicknames: Jess, JF, Lynn, Jessalyn Screen name: froggy32684 Age: 19 Birthday: March 26  Sign: Aries School: Elms College Virgin?: no Eye color: blue Height: 5'1" Weight: 87lbs. Favorite relative: my liittle sister, Kelly Number:47.5 ...

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• im so upset

  February 28, 2004

  as usual. I'm so mad at someone right now and it's not even thier fault... ...no one understands me. My mom is back, ya so even according to her im the worst mom in the world heh i must be my daughter isnt living anymore what kind of mother cant protect her child from that.

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• 6 am

  February 26, 2004

  I'm still awake. As in never went to sleep. I'm watching Full House how pathetic am I? Answer: very.  As we can all see my insomnia has gotten worse...because my anorexia has gotten worse i swear to god the more i starve myself the less i sleep. I'm always dizzy, but who really cares, im&hel...

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• I’m So Sad!!

  February 25, 2004

  I don't know why. Nothing has happened in so long, actually everything is going perfectly it really is, why arent i happy about it? I'm just never happy ever! I really didnt want to post anything only because i know it makes me seem so incredibly weak and well heh...look at me im a ball…

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• My first entry here

  February 24, 2004

  Ok so I made this diary because i can't write everything that i really want to write in my other one.  Too many people know about it. I hate not being able to say what i really want to say. Right now i want to say that i am suicidal and i cant stop myself from…

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• forgot to add…

  February 24, 2004

  I have been fasting for 6 days and im going all thru lent...so total 46 days...hopefully by the end of that ill be dead or just about there.

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• i hate the world

  February 24, 2004

  and almost everyone in it.  But i hate no other person more then i hate myself. why cant everyone just tell me im right i what i think about myself I AM! I am anorexic-i starve myselfI am bulimic- i puke up what i do eatI am depressed all the timeI am suicidal most daysI am…

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