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• cutting it close

  May 9, 2013

  Dawn's wedding is a week away.  I still have to finish her garter.  I still need to get my nails done.   I just finished putting all my bills in order for this paycheck.  After paying everything I have $131 to my name.  I still have my phone bill to pay but that one will&...

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• Surreality

  April 20, 2013

  It's strange.  I always get a sort of surreal feeling when I come home from work and walk up the stairs to our apartment.  It's surreal to walk around in the rooms and know that (at least for now) they're ours.  It's surreal to walk around the bed where Harrison is a sleep to get&h...

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• Wedding Blues

  April 15, 2013

  Most bride-to-be would never admit to being depressed about their wedding. Well this bride-to-be will admit it. Mostly it's the planning.  And the planning to go without. Yes, go without a wedding.  Very simply, it comes down to cost.  Harrison and I don't have a ton of money left ...

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• Starting over

  April 7, 2013

  Got the new job Got engaged Moved So first thing's first.  Harrison (the friend turned more than friend) and I did start dating and got engaged just after Christmas.  Yes, I'm sure it seems fast for some people.  But here's the thing to know.  Harrison and I have known each ot...

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• sew me

  September 23, 2012

   Because Georgie commented on my last entry about it, let me clarify something.  I've been sewing pretty much my whole life.  My grandmother did embroidery needlework and there are pieces she did throughout all of our houses.  She taught me how to do it as well; so yes, I can ...

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• waking up

  September 20, 2012

   Just rolled out of bed.  It sucks the whole depression thing made me so tired but so unable to sleep that I got used to sleeping 6 hours or less and now it doesn't even bother me.  Went out last night with Caprice to some blacklight thing at one of the club/restaurants in town. &n...

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• bitter goodbyes

  September 14, 2012

       Luke is out of the picture.  He said he loved me and was ready to for us to get back together, then 2 days later was in a serious relationship with someone else.  I told him he was an ass, he needed to get the fuck out of my life.  That was August…

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• bow to string part deux

  July 9, 2012

   Again, bullets, faster and helps me think I think. Luke and I got into another fight.  I called off the sex, but that's not what started the fight.  He keeps wanting me to "be the person I fell in love with again" like it's something I can control.  I finally shot b...

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• bow to string

  July 8, 2012

  Vacations screw with your internal clock.  I keep forgetting what day of the week it is in relation to my schedule (ie, dr appointments, paychecks, bills due).  Like I totally didn't realize I get paid this coming Friday, I kept thinking I had to wait another 2 weeks for some reason. I ...

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