Recent Entries

• Im back!!! But…I am so not better than ever. ARG

  August 1, 2007

  Okay...omg..I got to see CJ. Let me tell you, the first time I saw him, every fear, sadness or ache that resided in my heart was instantly melted away. He smiled at me from about 10 feet away (even though they weren't supposed to smile) and he took away any negativity I had within me.…

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• FEAR of Flying

  July 15, 2007

  SOO...tomorrow is my last day in town. Im stoked. But THIS is my last entry.I leave Wednesday...3 months and I haven't seen CJ. And now...after all this time...we'll be back together again. I can't even express how excited I am. I could, but you couldn't hear me screaming right now. Haha. I reall...

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• Making Time Fly

  July 13, 2007

  How do you make time go faster when you're waiting on a big moment in life?... I'm trying so hard to get through the days now, without shaking inceasantly from excitement. I know...I know. Getting so uppity over a situation ONLY makes time go slower. BUT...how can I help it? I have been trying to...

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• Bummer!!

  July 10, 2007

  Bummmmer. I am SUPPOSED to be flying to San Diego to see my husband tomorrow. I'd be leaving in about 2 hours. And that got bumped to next week. Im not a happy girl. BUT I will take what God gives me, and he is letting CJ graduate next week. I guess I can't really…

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• F-cking YES..

  July 8, 2007

  He's graduating next week for sure!!!! That's right, folks. My husband will officially be a United States Marine. :) He called today to let me know he's made it. He's going to graduate. He pushed through his 3 mile run, disregarding his burns, and he MADE IT!!! Even his DI's were impressed and pr...

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• Feeling Useless

  July 8, 2007

  So. If you've read up on the past couple of days, you sort of get my situation. Its been really hard not having CJ here. God..I want him to come home. He was supposed to be able to call yesterday, but its technically Monday now, and we haven't heard a word. I want my husband…

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• Burn on his legs..

  July 6, 2007

  So, things aren't great. CJ called me yesterday morning...He could hardly talk, he was crying. I knew something was wrong with him, the second he said hello. He said that he didn't pass his 3 mile run in under 28 minutes. He was 2 minutes longer than he was supposed to be. Apparently he was…

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• CJ’s Last Letter…and his first enemy.

  July 3, 2007

  Well...last Thursday, I got a letter from CJ. I suppose he'd meant he couldn't write Sunday as usual, when I said in the last entry that he told me he couldnt' write that week. Because I did get a  letter, it was just a day later than usual. Anyhow...there are a couple things I would…

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• I got my money.

  July 3, 2007

  Okay. So, my last entry was about my lack of money...right. This one, however, is how I lit a fire under peoples assses and got shit to happen. I still hadn't received a dime last Wednesday. I also didn't receive my "Wednesday Letter." Generally CJ only has time to write a letter on Sun...

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