Recent Entries

• 08/29/2013

  August 28, 2013

  I feel so completely baffled lately. I have been single again since the start of the year. I started seeing someone a couple months ago. In the process of us seeing each other, he met another woman and went out on a couple dates with her. He let me know what was going on and…

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• IM BACK AGAIN!!!

  February 10, 2013

    Hello people,I know its been forever since I have been on here. Im shocked they did not delete my diary. That is good though Im glad I didnt have to create a new one. Lot of stuff has happened in the last month, like since New Years day. My boyfriend I was with for…

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• 04/28/2011

  April 27, 2011

    I had a bad bad night last Friday. It was a bad enough day to begin with starting with fighting between me and my man, then it led to getting chewed out by my dad, then more and more fighting at home.. by the time it came time to take my daughter to my…

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• GAS PRICES SUCK

  April 12, 2011

    Well gas prices are just high enough to where all I can afford to do is get my child to and from school. Been trapped in the house and in bed off and on for about 2 weeks now. Going crazy. On top of being trapped in bed and inside, we had the loss…

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• Anxiety/Fear

  March 13, 2011

  I had a bad mania episode Friday with a bad down fall from it Sat night. This mania episode was really making me want to  smoke cause I was in fear/anxiety of having  the feeling that I was going to lose someone close to me. This feeling comes on from time to time and it used…

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• Fear

  February 21, 2011

    Ok so my oldest daughter turned 18 recently. That brought up some fear regarding her father my abusive ex husband showing up. I know its been years since he has been around but now I just get really scared sometimes that he will show up wanting to have a relationship with her and that…

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• I Quit Smoking

  February 17, 2011

    Well about a little over a month ago I got diagnosed with c.o.p.d.  That was very scary. Due to it though I did quit smoking. I have seen plenty of times what it does to ppl being that I have seen it nearly kill a loved one several times. As much as I hated…

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• Happy New Year

  January 1, 2011

    I hope everyone had a happy new year so far. Its been raining here so much lately it kinda makes it hard to get to work. We had a good new years eve though. Just stayed home off the roads away from all the drunk drivers and pigged out on junk food and just…

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• Family Drama/Stress

  October 24, 2010

    Lately there has been some family drama going on and really stressful. First one day last week I saw on my sister in laws fb page "If u find me dead,look under the house" well considering they live out of state, it was too late to call right away to check on her and…

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