I am currently living with my parents again. They are helping me raise my beautiful baby boy. His father lives in a different city, not too far away and is still very involved in his life. We talk everyday but I don't believe it's going anywhere. We pretty much talk for the sake of our son. And that's okay with me. I don't want him walking away like my father did so I'll be civil as long as he is involved in our son's life.
Motherhood is hard. Much harder than I anticipated. I knew it would be hard, since I work with kids, but us daycare worker's have it incredibly easy haha. I still love being a mother and my son is fabulous, and once I catch up on sleep, I can really enjoy it. :)
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A Year Later
January 31, 2010
So it's been a year since my last post... Oops. Recap. December of 2008 I met the greatest guy ever. We hit it off really well. In February, he told me that he still thought of his ex girlfriend back home. (In Kenya) I was hurt, but we didn't break up. Unt...Continue Reading... -
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January 30, 2009
i thought things were good. very good. and now im so very broken i dont think i can pick up all the pieces ever again because some of the pieces are still with him.Continue Reading... -
If Today Was Your Last Day.
December 10, 2008
What would you do if today was your last day? Would you call the ones you love? Would you spend your last moments putting all your affairs in order so the ones you love aren't burdened with it? Would you rather spend it alone? What would you do if you had this sudden epiphany: Y...Continue Reading... -
Lace – I Cry Real Tears
September 9, 2008
You ought to be ashamed of yourself The way you talk down to me Oh baby, didn't anybody ever teach you To act more respectfully I'm telling you That I'm only human too Don't you realize Look my face What do you see in my eyes When a part of me just dies I cry…Continue Reading... -
9/10/08
September 9, 2008
story of my life. you plan for things, and they turn out the worst. thats all for now.Continue Reading... -
9/5/2008
September 4, 2008
With my own eyes I saw the hurt I saw the betrayal I never knew there could be so much deception I don't know who to trust I dont' know how to deal He will help me He always pulls me through He pulls me up from the dark Where I can Rise above the…Continue Reading... -
Unseen
September 4, 2008
just like the air is so true I've always been there for you You never see the wind, but you always now it's there. If i could catch the air in a jar, you'd know it's true. That love cannot fester, without the presence of two. You let it blow through your hair, you brush…Continue Reading... -
bull.
August 26, 2008
you know when you have everything planned out, and things are going good, and you get just one little trip in the wire and it fucks up the whole plan? well thats the basic of my damn landlord. she should not be allowed to wait 10 bloody days to cash a friggen check. that is…Continue Reading...
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