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• an update…finally

  June 25, 2012

  It's so long between updates these days so again, bullet points. *  My youngest has started summer school, believe it or not he hasn't given me one bit of lip about getting up and going, so I am extremely thankful for that.  When I ask him what he did at school he tells me, I…

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• it was time

  May 20, 2012

    It was time for a real entry, it is time.  I could give bullet points, but then it wouldn't do much of anything but summarize life in neat little lines.  Life is not neat or in a straight line, it's so messy sometimes it's crazy.  I'm at work right now.  My boss, god, t...

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• nada

  May 6, 2012

      Sometimes I sit here and stare at the screen and know, I have nothing - I have poetry coming out my ears, but a regular entry seems to be stalled inside my throat.      

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• my own

  April 29, 2012

      I am too lazy to reformat, but I needed to post.  This was written in Word and this is how OD does it with word, whatever.     when I write I tend to let the words flow down the page, like spilled water or the tears I’ve cried too much of drying…

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• making do

  March 20, 2012

  I have been reading, but not commenting - it is bad of me. Tampa went well, I actually got asked to go back last Sunday as well which was nice.  I love to feel as if I am accomplishing something that is outside my "normal" realm, in fact while I was there I was told…

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• reaching

  March 20, 2012

        There is a heart inside every body, mine continues to keep pace with electronics, "medtronics" assuring the lows and highs stay within a range of normal – but one can’t help but wonder why be normal? Why try to find the way out, when the way seems to sta...

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• Tampa, Hard Rock Non-Winnings

  March 15, 2012

    I am in Tampa for work, they put me up at the Hilton.  Nice plush beds in white, I never understood why they chose white really - is it to hide the stains when they can't get them out?  You know the special stains that seem to happen more in hotels.  Or so I…

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• love in the laundry?!

  March 9, 2012

        in the beginning there used to be a need for closure, now I find a need to open the closed doors, ironic really untended gates, eyes unguarded as heart aches to find home among the daisies, inside the beauty of who I am –   I want to trace the way to…

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• hide

  February 5, 2012

      I've sat here staring at this screen trying to write a real entry, something other than poetry but for me...poetry comes easier.  I can be me and say what I want but at the same time, I can hide behind the words.        

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