Recent Entries

• Somotimes I prefer a stranger than a friend…

  October 6, 2020

  Is is it wrong to want to hang out with strangers? Or meet up with strangers and make plans to go discover new places to go to eat, drink, and just explore? Even in high school I never really had a "group"; I mean yea I always have those two friends I love to hang…

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• Do I not enjoy sex enough? Or am I just asking for too much?

  October 5, 2020

  I was a bit of a late bloomer: Had my first kiss at 21, had my first boyfriend at 22, and lost my virginity a month before turning 23 years old. I was this "old" woman experiencing things common to 18-year-olds (or even younger); I waited for certain things to happen (not because I did…

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• Can’t talk it out but I sure can scream and cry

  September 25, 2020

  On my way home I felt the urge to scream in the car..and I did ..best feeling ever!

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• Where is my motivation?

  September 22, 2020

  Another day looking at my "daily schedule"..Jesus..how will I ever reach my goals if I am so unmotivated every morning and can't manage to wake up early. to go exercise and be ready to study. How can I push myself to where I want to be.

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• …I cry and smile at our memories

  September 22, 2020

  Is it possible to miss someone so much it hurts? Even after ending a cycle with them and understanding why your paths are better off separately? Looking back and just having those memories with them so vividly that makes you want to smile [...] Listening to music or looking at someone reminding y...

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