Recent Entries

• 01/30/2011

  January 29, 2011

  Lately I have been frustrated about not knowing how best to express myself.  Just as I wished myself to be normal, to be average, once I became normal, once I became average I have regretted it ever since.  Just as I had done that, I wished myself...

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• Wow, more than two years since I’ve logged in…

  December 31, 2010

  I definitely need to write more.  I'll come back soon.

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• Directors cut, this time w/ 70% more metaphor

  July 2, 2008

  I've only been able to not think about her for a few moments at a time. The longest moment I was able to not think about her was when I was thinking about my future financial situation. But sure enough, thoughts of her came back. I know that she is now in *********** visiting famil...

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• Deja Vu

  June 30, 2008

  Sunday was my sister's wedding.  Or I should say, their crowning.  The particular flavor of Catholic church they attend performs "crownings" rather than "weddings".  The ceremony was nice, but I was sweating my arse off because it was hot in the church.  I ...

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• 2/17/08

  February 16, 2008

  So, my birthday was yesterday.  Had the whole family over to congratulate me on another successful trip around the sun.  Got me thinking about my life, specifically my current job. I don't know if I've conveyed my feelings about my current job here, so in case I haven't, I hate it.&nbsp...

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• An appropriate beginning to Valentine’s Day

  February 13, 2008

  Last night I fell in love.  I met her during a class I just started.  She sat right next to me.  She has blue eyes; every time she looked at me they pierced my being.  The eyes combined with a stunning smile, a gentle warmth consumed me my body ever time our gaze met.  He...

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• Working

  January 11, 2008

  None of the following is likely true.  It is an unfinished idea I quickly jotted down, and just as quickly lost interest in.  It is based on a single first-hand account of a view of the world of someone who likely has a skewed view of the world.  It is not based on exhaustive empir...

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• Jamais Vu

  December 8, 2007

  Ive seen her again.  Steph.  I can't remember if I've censored her name before but I don't give a shit now.  No one I know reads this damned thing.  I came across her MySpace page as I was looking for people I once knew in high school.  It is undoubtedly her.  Seeing...

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• An incredibly long time

  September 21, 2007

  It has been an incredibly long time since I have written. I don't want to write much today.  So just a small update.  I still have no friends.  I have a good job but I hate it.  I love the people I work with but I'm incredibly bored with my tasks.  I still live at…

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