Recent Entries

• Expectations

  April 24, 2021

  I can't live up to people expectations. I just want to be me. I want to be care free again. I have to keep my room clean and it's hard. I just have to much stuff. I don't even like a clean room. I don't know why. Living in a adult foster care home sucks.…

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• first post of 2021 (im back)

  April 23, 2021

  Hi guys im back. how has everyone been doing... i wish i was doing good today. im thinking about leaving this adult foster care  home. i dont like our live in at all. i worked really hard on cleaning my room. it  wasnt good enough for her. this is the only place i feel safe…

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• my personal jounal

  October 25, 2020

  is really getting full. i started it on the 16 of October and stuff. i really dont know what a junk jounal is. so im just gluing stuff into my main journal that I like.

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• I get to keep my stuff

  October 23, 2020

  I'm so happy right now I get to keep my my computer and phone over night again. As long as I keep my room clean. Yay!!

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• Sigh again

  October 23, 2020

  I'm out of cigs and it's hard to quit.. I have the patch on and I'm allowed to smoke. My dad is being an asshole. That's nothing new. I'm so happy that I get to keep 2 journal's. An online one and a paper one. I dont know if im doing the paper one right.…

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• Omg

  October 22, 2020

  I hope this guy quit bitching. I can not help him. Staff said to just walk away.

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• He won’t stop

  October 22, 2020

  Bitching and I can't ask him to stop. It's really make me depressed.

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• the new guy

  October 22, 2020

  all he has done is bitch sense he has gotten here yesterday afternoon....I'm getting really annoyed... like he will bitch first thing in the morning. I'm thinking dude shut the fuck up.  i really dont need the negativity.

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• Trying to do everything

  October 21, 2020

  Get my mind in order but that's vary hard.  I gave in and smoked today and I'm ashamed. I'm trying to quit again. I got a new vape from staff. It tastes vary good. The other staff I don't like  at all. I can't talk to her during her shift so I stay in my…

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