Recent Entries

• 01/10/2014

  January 9, 2014

   I have perfect vision Through the eyes of my  Shadow self   As I watch The air is odorless I hold it in my mouth and pass it with blood through My lungs   It courses forever and l am in love Because it  Knows Me   In this armless embrace I hold in the…

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• snow

  January 6, 2014

   im sick as hell and there are 5 foot snow drifts blacking my door to get to my truck.   Fuck this    

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• Christmas in my church

  December 29, 2013

  My Grandpa gives away used books for Christmas He buys them, reads them, wraps them Writes his names on the paper Along with a short review   My Aunt Cant handle the anxiety of Christmas so she eats a series  Of pills and then sits on the couch with fish eyes   My other aunt…

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• Seasonal Depression, Christmas, Slaves and You

  November 4, 2013

  I was thinking  About my life this mourning I thought about my job, my hair, my drive into work, The burnt coffee in the break room, the time clock.    I was feeling pretty low  As I waited for my windows to defrost   Then the radio went on a comercial break. A advertisem...

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• dark is the night, cold is the ground.

  October 17, 2013

   Smoke rises from the streets Like the devil for his satisfaction Where all the smiles you meet cheat And the words are sinful distractions   The alley rats play rusty horns That echo cold blue brick darkness In restless souls these nights are born While the sewers weep, baptizing the h...

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• some things cant be deleted

  October 1, 2013

   Its dark and there are flashes of lightning Silently alive on the horizon   I thurst like the dust With nothin but holes To fill to remind me That everything Is real.   The black earth Under my nails digs at me With tombstone eyes That hold me to The truth   "Everything ...

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• River

  August 23, 2013

   You can smell the river from where I live You cant see it It costs more than I have To call a piece amoung the tall trees mine   Not to say that  Its not worth the price   Because if It was all mine I would charge much more.   For some The spot…

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• 08/22/2013

  August 21, 2013

   everyone I know is dying But somehow we forget to do it together The wet earth  And the cold street remind us of nothing As we drive by And listen to the radio Drink our coffee Go nowhere on time   I dont know how much longer I can go on Pretending not to feel…

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• willow

  August 21, 2013

   I am nobody and I might have been somebody If I would have only walked the road between us Which is love.    But the road was paved in a beauty that terrified me and made me a stranger to myself.   You were calm nights and willow trees that touched the water in ways…

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