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• Furious!!!!!

  September 25, 2013

   So McDonald's decided not to close for third shift and so Shannon's boss asked him for his actual availability now that they are staying open.  He told her he could work until midnight Sunday through Thursday and third Friday and Saturday.  He is in school 5 days a week, 18 credit...

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• Changes

  September 22, 2013

  Tomorrow everything is getting ready to change, which I am hoping is nothing but for the better, but at the same time I am really, really nervous about the changes and only feel comfortable talking about it here, because I don't want to make Shannon doubt any more than he already is. Shannon is a...

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• Responsibility?

  September 13, 2013

   Why is it if somebody else screws up, it is my responsibility to fix it.  Why is nobody responsible for their own shit anymore?  I get home today and there is something on the steps to my porch.  Not by my door like packages usually are, but just on the steps.  I get my ...

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• Bittersweet Memories

  July 20, 2013

  Tomorrow my mom, my husband, my sister, my brother-in-law and I were all going to Nettie's granddaughter's to see her together, as a family,  She had been given two weeks to live.  We were ready to say good bye.  We never made it.  So instead I spent tonight with my mom, my ch...

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• Shaking

  June 12, 2013

   I am so angry right now I am shaking.  I am so tired of being the only one in this house who cleans anything.  Yeah, he does the dishes, but I have to fight him to do that most of the time, and it would be so easy if he just did them once a…

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• Dream Weaver…

  June 7, 2013

  Anybody who knows me knows I have a very vivid dreams that I usually remember.  Some freak me out, some are just fun, other's really confusing.  Last nights dreams left me sad and happy at the same time.  Every time I fell back to sleep last night I dreamed about the same two kids....

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• </3

  January 24, 2013

   My heart has been breaking today.  My neighbor was killed in a car accident last night.  She was more than a neighbor to me, she was my friend, but I am not sure even I realized how much I had come to think of her.  I am so sad, just thinking about it.  She was…

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  November 15, 2012

   I can't even form into words right now what is going through me right now.  I am tired of trying to handle the anxiety and really hate when I have to deal with my anxiety and deal with work to.  I have a hard time doing my job when on the verge of a panic…

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• Rant to keep from stress eating

  February 15, 2012

  Having a very hard time not turning to food right now, I am stressed and having a panic attack and either I can't eat at all or I c an't stop eating. For some reason this one seems to be the later.  We have had problems with our neighbors for months, pretty much since they…

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