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• On This Day Four Years Ago…

  May 30, 2024

  When we talk about what it was like living in America during the time of covid, I think a lot of it feels like a fever dream. Or, at least it does to me. In March of 2020, there was posting about contract jobs across the country, asking for help in areas where the virus…

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• We Do Not Beg For Love

  May 30, 2024

  I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

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• Every Movie Scene That Made Me Cry

  May 28, 2024

  or, a list of movies you need to watch   Finch- Finch's final day https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJ2pkWst5kg Finch follows a man named Finch Weinberg (played by Tom Hanks), as he tries to survive a nearly uninhabitable Earth and as he builds and teaches a robot to take care of his dog after...

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• “Always Look To Your Light Source.”

  May 28, 2024

  When I first started my career in EMS, I was given a lot of "helpful tips" by the many people who trained me. A series of guidelines that would help me throughout the chaos of my newfound career. Most were medical related: Sick people don't bitch at you Air goes in, air goes out. Blood…

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• Too Complex For Love

  May 28, 2024

  I have struggled, for most of my life, with relationships. In general, relationships are hard to navigate. It's hard to incorporate another individual into your life, especially when you've spent a majority of your life only having to worry about yourself and your family and even friends. To be d...

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