I'm an Autsitic, Asexual girl who wants to explore what it means to be autistic and asexual. I'm looking for a safe place where I can ask a diverse group of people "can you relate to this or is it my autism"? where my target audience isn't all autistic yet I don't have to out myself before i'm ready. So please read along. Even if its just to answer the quick question i'm going to try to put at the end of every post.

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Maybe its sensory overload

May 15, 2021
My head hurts and I feel woozy.  It started when I turned on my light in my room at my mom's.  It flickers and it made noise.  plus she brought her ticking clock out that she had put away while i visited.  All those noises.  then her husband turned on the vacuum and i had…
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