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i know now

July 10, 2013
 I have been looking for someone who can understand what I'm saying Maybe I should title this "easier said than done" I'm annoyed with contradictions and giving up. Ugh. It's my dad. all over again.
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    I have come home. It certainly feels this way. The sun's warmth fighting the cool wind as it blows me down the street tousling my hair, a smile in my heart I have found the simple life I was seeking. It feels nice. The warm blanket chases away the chill of the night as I…
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