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Realizations

February 24, 2012
About a week and a half of this new single mom thing, and I'm starting to realize a few things... My daily routine is not one bit more difficult, which is making me realize just how little J was doing. He would basically go to work, come home (sometimes, actually more often than not he…
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  • Talked
    February 19, 2012
    So, I finally got ahold of J and we talked. It's mostly good news, but after getting off the phone with him I just wanted to throw things. He said until we figure out the logistics of all of this, he'll just pay the mortgage and bills like usual and we both have access to the…
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  • Shame
    February 18, 2012
    Nothing has really changed since I wrote the other day. I'm sort of paralyzed at the moment, in a bit of denial I think. Like maybe if I just don't move, it won't start being real. I still haven't heard a word from J and it has been almost a week now. I get that he…
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  • Reality
    February 15, 2012
    It's hitting me hard today. (warning....lots of swearing in this one) I have been making my peace with the idea of being a single mom, with how to explain things to the girls, and with being alone. But today all the logistical stuff is freaking me the fuck out. I haven't worked in over 3 yea...
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  • Husband moved out
    February 13, 2012
    Today. Happy fucking Valentine's day. So....it's been a VERY long time since I wrote in here. At some point a couple years ago I freaked out about the possibility that J would somehow stumble on my diary and read it, so I deleted all my old entries. But somehow my diary is still here, and no...
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