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• want healthier bf,std tests,better job?,nightmares

  January 18, 2014

   My boyfriend is a very heavy man for his height. He weighs 344 pounds.His mom has been special ordering his pants and boxers because we have looked everywhere trying to find a place that will clothe his size. We can however get him shirts and socks which I am very grateful for. I told ...

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• pms,miss my car,broke my phone,tears

  January 13, 2014

   I am pmsing I am irritable. My back hurts I just want the pain pills to work so I can get some sleep however I am not that lucky! My boyfriend Talan was supposed to drive me home tonight to decide he wants to spend another night at my brother's house. I am attempting to sleep on&h...

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• dad verbal abuse to much,found car…

  January 9, 2014

   I am very frustrated right now. My car was wrecked over a month ago I have been getting driven to work by my father who thinks cussing me out and treating me like shit as a punishment for my car wreck on a daily basis is advisable. I have been crying on a regular basis. I…

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• trying for a promotion,mean dad, miss my car

  January 7, 2014

   Today I signed up for the front end position at my job. The likelihood of getting it is thin. If I get it I would go from being a cashier with 29 hours a week on minimum wage to a front end lead. Just a bit money more but 40 hours a week. I hope I would get…

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• 2013 Survey!

  January 2, 2014

    [1] What did you do in 2013 that you have never done before? Flew in a helicopter. [2] Did you keep all of last years resolutions? no [3] Have you any resolutions for next year? clean my house, get me a used car [4] Did anyone close to you give birth? no [5] Did…

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• dating a man whos child like,present exes family

  December 26, 2013

   I am dating a guy whos 22. I find him a wonderful man but I am older than him. I am 26 years old. I will be 27 in February. I often catch him looking at girls outfits and discover he wants me to dress as I once did when I was a teenager. I find it rediculous…

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• drama of the wrecked car :(

  December 19, 2013

   I miss opendiary so much! Once my life gets interesting than opendiary crashes. I almost cried! My friend Amanda has her learners and has to have a liscenced driver ride in the car with her at all time I got in her car my boyfriend Talan drove my car. We were behind Talan when I s...

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• christmas gift,motivate to be better boyfriend

  December 10, 2013

    Talan mentioned to me that he hasnt seen his mother  in a half a year. I told him for my Christmas present I wanted to visit his mother. When Talan came through the door his mother began to tear up and I smiled. We spent the afternoon she told me stories about her sons and s...

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• one month aniversary,broke rib,eyes stray much?

  December 4, 2013

  December 5th was our one month anniversary. Talan wanted to take me out and show me a good time however due to both of our irregular incomes we had to improvise. We went to a local store called Cool Ridge where I bought some perfume Talan adores the smell and kept sniffing my wrist. I…

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