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In my new place

December 1, 2008
So I am in my new place finally:) Well I have been for a couple of weeks but only just got internet yesterday. It feels so good to have my own personal space. I am able to put Sarah on a schedule now, and not worry about her crying and waking ashton up. I can…
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    November 15, 2008
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    November 8, 2008
    I am here late at night with nothing to say except that I have a beautiful daughter who I love so much and if anyone tried to take her away I think I would do terrible things to them. That sounds morbid. I didn't mean that the way it came out. It's just that from…
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    November 8, 2008
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  • belly pics:)
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