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• Drained

  February 8, 2025

    The same path taken Disagreement, plead for Silents for being heard Is only a right he has Which leads to threats Leaving, getting away Finding the freedom I Stole from him Those words don't make me Feel like they should anymore Crying wolf, go then gain Your better life, alone I'm not wor...

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• days that matter

  October 30, 2024

    Feels nice to come back to this place. Yesterday I wasted to much time rereading some of my old thoughts; its crazy how far I've come and also how some things feel the same. I have a Hybrid job; that is flexible and doesn't require me to check in with my own daily schedule.…

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• Discover me

  October 28, 2024

    I have been driving a lot of work the past week and those drives have been giving me time to think...and this is where I do my best reflection. I'm not going to try and play catch up. Just a fresh start to writing, we'll see what happens. I never use his laptop, but…

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• naked soul

  March 19, 2018

    I sit and stare at a white screen and wonder how to start and how many different roads I have traveled in the past few years. Have I lost my ability to reflect on my inner voice?   Its been so long Since I've been bare Naked soul to share I question if I…

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• awaken

  January 23, 2014

    Busy, busy in thoughts I shouldn't have...  the new guy makes me think and remember a different life I had. You would think I wouldn't miss it, weirdly enough I do. I miss the passion the desire that came from living in my mind, emotional garbage..maybe.  It's been years since I ...

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• all of my grace

  January 22, 2014

  I didn't forget you. My soul wants to reflect and write and so I am returning home.  Although without internet at home and a decent pc, this may be brief being posted from my smartphone.  Currently on a work computer probably when I shouldn't be. I miss writing, the ear that willin...

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• life as mommy

  May 1, 2011

  My little one is already 5months old time has gone so fast. When i returned to work on Jan 24th I made a choice to work shorter days at work but doing so required me to work 7 days a week. I worked everyday for about 2months straight before i took my first full day…

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• please be happy

  January 7, 2011

  I'm not sure how to make my husband happy anymore. He's sad maybe even becoming depressed. He's changed and is stressed out with working and my being out on leave with no income. He feels the weight of money every sec and this whole time i just wanted him to understand the stress I feel…

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• L&D of my son

  December 27, 2010

  So two unexpected things, 1 i had to have a c-section and 2 i wasnt prepared for the emtional side.   I  was induced due to low fluid around the baby. His heartrate was dropping low when i was having hard contractions and it was causing a big reaction with the docs and nursing...

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