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• The Wrong Way

  October 29, 2024

  Let me tell you a story. Once, there was this kid who, got into an accident and couldn't come to school.... Once more with less plagiarism.  Once there was a boy.  He became increasingly interested in drugs, but he knew there were dangers to many drugs, the guy in the uniform said so right after&...

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• Making Amends

  October 28, 2024

  I sent my ex-girlfriend some money. I'm not sure why.  I mean, I have an idea, but I'm not sure exactly. We haven't spoken in many years.  To hear her tell it, she has been in a mentally abusive and controlling relationship with someone who controlled who she could speak to and to some extent&hel...

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• Reflections

  October 27, 2024

  It's weird to look at a diary I tried to create 13 years ago, especially when I look at who I was...and who I am. I laugh inwardly as I type this trying to use correct punctuation, as if that will have any bearing on what I write here.  I even looked up the word…

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• This Life

  July 4, 2012

  Maybe taking on a roommate was a bad idea. I don't know. I've lived by myself for more than a year now, and the privacy was almost intoxicating, and at times, lonely. I don't think this does anything to cure my loneliness, I've never been all that good at opening up to men, especially men…

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• Can I Right Past Wrongs?

  December 24, 2011

  So here I am, sitting in my car on Christmas day, wondering how to get away from myself. Recently, I discovered my ex girlfriend is getting a divorce. We initially starting dating when I was 15. Fifteen years ago, and my heart still skips a beat when I see her picture. The last time we…

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