Recent Entries

• Okay idk anyway

  March 27, 2021

  I know I basically only post depression shit on here but, I’m lowkey feelin myself lately. I feel like a lil baddie, like if they don’t need me I don’t need em. I feel like nothing is in my way. i feel badass lol 😝  I feel like I won with my new boo 👻.…

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• Timing 🙄

  March 19, 2021

  Mom woke up right as I put the knife to my neck stupid timing couldn’t do it with her awake

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• oops

  March 18, 2021

  i know i just wrote a little bit ago but i told my best friend about my depression and i almost got the police called on me because she said it was so bad XD i gave her my fathers number and said i wanted to go to a hospital but was scared because i…

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• hahaha

  March 18, 2021

  I don't like being left alone because I know that I will do something, because I own a pocket knife, and I know where the kitchen knives are, every time I see one I have the VERY FUCKING INTENSE urge to slit my throat. :) Depression is fun isn't it? honestly a mental institution would…

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• Best friend/brother

  March 13, 2021

  My best friend is four years older then me and like a brother to me, I even call him big brother. We have a lot of memories even though we only met this year. He drives me home sometimes accept when we almost got caught. Anyway that’s not the point, the point is I might…

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