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Prompted : here I am

May 13, 2018
Sometimes it is easy to forget the past, sometimes the past drapes over is refusing to be set aside. Some parts we cling to, begging to not forget any facet of it. I've not been open or very honest about some of my feelings in the last 5 years. I've learned to be silent, to…
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