Recent Entries

• I’m not Enough

  January 20, 2013

   Well I guess somehow I was hit in the head and made a new realization.  He does not want to be in a real, legitimate, meaningful relationship with me.  If he did he would be, simply.  I am here available, and I am willing and I love him. He is not willing. He IS NOT…

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• Does That Make Me Crazy?

  January 15, 2013

   I'm kind of freaking out a little bit.  Along this path I rarely feel like I even MIGHT be making the wrong choice, but today something did it to me.  Not something... someone. HER. I guess that I have to come to the realization that what attracts me to him can attract other women...

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• Me

  January 12, 2013

   If you will stop doing everything, God WILL anoint somebody else to help you.  Believe that.  I am one blessed girl.  Lest I forget that, I am writing it down.  I love you Babe. Always.   

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• Love

  January 11, 2013

   Nothing better than spending the day with them. Nothing. #Iwillnotliveinworry   

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• Worrysome

  January 10, 2013

  If you can't watch the news and not worry- turn it off.  This applies to social media. Twitter. Facebook. All of it.  Peace.  A peaceful life begins with a peaceful mind.  Philippians 4:6- Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with t...

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• Time Off

  January 9, 2013

   Deleted the FB app from my phone and my phone has been off since I got home from work. I'm a little bit of a mess. My anxiety and fear are so strong, I need a moment.  Expectation is a major part of faith.  Some people live expecting nothing, and that is what they get. …

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• Blown Away

  January 8, 2013

   You know that Carrie Underwood song Blown Away?  Yeah. I love it.  It's so powerful and real.  I can honestly say that I was not a child of abuse, and I know that is this modern era that is indeed a blessing, so I won't say that I "get" it the way the girl in…

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• If You Miss Me…

  January 1, 2013

   I'm a naturally anxious person if that exists.  My Mom seems to wonder when I became anxious... I think I was so amazing at masking it as organizational prowess and OCD that for literally 25 years we all thought that was just me. "That's just Cosette." Now I take medication f...

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• First

  December 31, 2012

   Like so many other people I am sure, I am resolving to keep a journal this year.  Probably not like so many of them, my resolution will end with SOMETHING once 2013 comes to a close.  I have been waiting for Him most of my life, and this is the year that we make it…

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