Recent Entries

• I think I hate my dream job

  March 18, 2013

  I've wanted this for a really long time. Like, since I was a medical secretary long time. 10 years or so. I finally made it to the place I've always wanted to work, in a career I love. I think I hate it. I'm frustrated right now, to be sure. The people are...people. The two…

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• Sorry Y’All

  February 10, 2013

  I've been around reading, just haven't written in a bit - honestly, mostly because life is pretty good and I don't have too much to say! The biggest news is that I've accepted an offer to work for a major cancer center in Manhattan. It was a lot of back and forth, a lot of questions,…

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• I’m Alive

  November 18, 2012

  Hello everyone! I know it's been a few months, and I apologize. The good news - I was unemployed for a total of four days. I managed to get another job with one of the NJ registrars that I'm still working. K also found me another contract that offers OT, so things have been busy…

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• Too Much

  September 22, 2012

  I've been avoiding writing here, I think, because I do not want to face the feelings I currently have swirling around in my head. But I find that I am headed so deeply down a road I do not want to go down that I need some kind of outlet. I am, essentially, unemployed. My company…

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• I hate you, brain.

  July 25, 2012

  Why, when I haven't even thought about Jim in WEEKS, does my brain decide to make me dream about him? And it wasn't innocuous, innocent dreaming. It was kissing, holding, Jim would do anything to be with me dreaming. I'll never understand this. I'm happy with Sean, and my brain suddenly goes all ...

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• Joisey and Drama

  July 23, 2012

  So, stuff. Lots of it. First and foremost, the weight loss is still going well. I started running (!). My joints hurt, and I can't do it for too long - but I'm doing it. I've lost another pound just counting calories and making better choices. I feel pretty good. :) If anyone is interested, ...

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• Attempting Kale Chips

  July 17, 2012

  A few things to talk about, but not anything terribly interesting (at least I don't think). First, my food and exercise victories! I've been logging my food for ten whole days now. Yay me! Even when I misbehaved and ate crap (surprisingly not as often as I thought), I faithfully documented it. I'...

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• Lots to Say

  June 24, 2012

  It seems like I've lived a lifetime since I last wrote. To start with, Sean. We've talked everything out. We are working on rebuilding things. He told me, of course, that it was just "guy talk." So I said the same exact things to him. "I'd fuck (name) in a minute if I could.&q...

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• The Rest of My Life

  June 1, 2012

  I feel as if my entries have been dominated by one aspect of my life. There is a lot more going on! I'm down, officially, 8.8 pounds as of this morning. I've started working out again this week, and it feels soooo good to come home drenched in sweat. I do need to buy different…

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