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• i actually stayed awake

  July 8, 2001

  today was a typical sunday. i went to church with the family. i should've went to bed a little earlier so i could've gotten there on time. anyway, today was the first time in a long time that i didn't actually doodle on a peice of paper or anything. i actully listened. i was suprised.…

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• umemployment

  July 8, 2001

  why don't i have a job yet?? i hate not having money. i hate not being able to go shopping. this is the worst!! i mean, at this point, i don't think that i will find a job and there's pretty much no point since school will be starting in a month or so. i'm…

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• only at the beach

  July 7, 2001

  well, my night was definately more exciting than lastnight. I actually got a chance to go the beach with two of my friends. I'm very tired. we ate at this cute Italian place . . .its was pretty nice. Only later to be told by someone that when you go to the beach you're supposed…

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• my day

  July 6, 2001

  i woke up today around 12:30pm, got on the computer, and started watching the Young and the Restless. I never thought i would be one of those people who watched soap operas all the time but i can't keep my eyes off of Y&R, the Bold and the Beautiful and As the World Turns. Its…

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• what to do w/myself

  July 6, 2001

  i'm just waking up on a lovely saturday afternoon . . .it's about 1:00pm. I finally got to sleep peacefully w/out anyone interrupting my lovely dreams. usually my mom or dad or sometimes even my cat will get into my room and bother me for no reason at all, i hate that. anyway, lastnight i…

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• addiction

  July 5, 2001

  when people think of addictions, some think of being addicted to drugs, alcohol or cigarettes. but in my situation its none of the above. my addiction that i've had lately is Ebay.com. its so sad, my friend and i have been on that website 24/7. i've been bidding on things left and right. Well, no...

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• nothing

  July 5, 2001

  the title of this entry pretty much sums up all that i did today. This morning my mom and i had hair appointments(i was way overdue for a trim). The head feels much lighter now that i've gotten rid of those split end . . .you know? anyway, i came home and did nothing .…

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• so many things

  July 5, 2001

  ok . . .i know that i'm young and i have time to achieve all the things that i want to do with my life (i hope) but i always feel like I'm never going to achieve all those things. There are so many things that i wanna do i just don't know when i…

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• love

  July 5, 2001

  so, i was thinking. How does anyone really know what love is? i mean, you know when you're like 12 or 13 and you have a boyfriend/girlfriend and you think that you love them, then someone bursts your bubble and tells you that it's puppy love or that "you're too young to know what love…

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