Journals are not something I have ever stuck with but I enjoy the release I get from writing in one. I am loud and xrated. I am raw and real. I actually am quite nervous about exposing myself like this but I think it shall be a fun exercise. We'll see. :)

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Fat Girl on a Plane

May 19, 2018
I've not flown in 10 years. The last time I flew I was going from Los Angeles to New Orleans for work. I boarded at LAX and waited the two hours between flights at Phoenix International. They called the next rows for boarding and that was me. I shuffled through the line and got to…
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