Recent Entries

• Nostalgia

  September 1, 2013

  There are so many stories I trace in my mind each ending linked to the next beginning forced meanings and obscured desires I don't even remember what I initially needed love, home, family, is there anything more? every day I am missing more pieces my tenuous connections crumbling away, or simply ...

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• how to break a heart

  July 10, 2013

  It's funny how quickly things change. I was mourning my break up because he was my best friend and I felt so lonely. So I started trying out online dating. I thought maybe it would give me the confidence I needed... but the life of a manic-depressive is never that easy. I am currently doing…

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• Crestfallen

  July 1, 2013

  Since I have been dumped every day has been the same. I don't like to go out anymore. There is too much in this city to remind me of what was and what will never be. When I do go out it's as if my soul seeking radar is on over drive. Every person I…

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• 06/18/2013

  June 17, 2013

  i dont know how to go on i am broken shit

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• when you’re 21 you’re no fun

  May 19, 2013

  I am sad all the time. I don't know what to say because there are so many thoughts darting around my head and I don't know where to start. Sometimes I wish I could just be selfish and tell you my life story, have it take up every damn page of this website. Because I…

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• Tiny Dancer

  April 24, 2013

  I think everyone has multiple "true" loves. There are so many people in the world, how could we be limited to having just one be "the one" for us? I am thinking of this right now because of the song I'm listening to, "Tiny Dancer". I'm sure you've heard it before, I ...

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• I don’t miss you (at all)

  April 18, 2013

  I don't miss you at all the conversations and the laughter all the secrets shared days and nights together the intimacy of friendship it all means nothing. it's not what I expected, either, it was a gradual death stumbling, angry steps towards untimely doom "You never said sorry, for that ti...

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• The day that changed my life

  April 15, 2013

  This is the day that changed everything. I was 14 years old when I tried to kill myself, and today I'm 20. In a lot of ways I feel detached from who I was on this day, six years ago. It's like I was a completely different person back then. I have the memories of…

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• when friendships die

  April 11, 2013

  The other day I saw my 'friend' and I realized that our relationship is dead. Where we were once best friends we are now barely acquaintances. It's like I don't know who she is anymore. I called Amy the other day because I was really depressed. I was crying and telling her how I really…

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