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• I Know It’s Already Over…

  January 19, 2014

  ~So M and I broke up last week... Today would have marked 3 months... isn't that pathetic, we didn't even make it 3 months.  I knew we were going to have issues at 2 months, but I still expected us to make it a little farther.  ~So what it came down to was this, he wouldn't…

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• NYE 2013

  December 30, 2013

  ~Well its another New Year's Eve.  I mean they do come around every 365 days or 366 if you are special that year, and every year I like to take some time and reflect back on the life that I have lived.  ~A lot has happened this year.  A lot of big things.  I gra...

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• Do You Feel Like Something’s Missing?

  December 11, 2013

  ~Ever wonder what would happen if you just gave in to everything you were feeling?  Let the people who have hurt you the most know that they have been causing you incredible amounts of pain that you can barely stand anymore?  What would happen if you all the sudden just broke down and l...

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• I Don’t Think I Need You Anymore…

  October 21, 2013

    ~So life has been just a little crazy.  First some good news.  M and I are dating.  Exciting right?? I've really never done the dating thing and this is pretty new to me.  I've been so messed up by other guys that I'm not really sure what to expect, but I'm ju...

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• I Know You Make Me Feel Alive…

  October 5, 2013

  ~So life has been pretty amazing lately.  I can't believe that I'm actually saying this.  I finally quit my part time job.  I'm still not sure how I feel about that.  I have so many friends there and everything but I'm actually spending a ton of time with them.  So I...

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• In These Moments of Loss and Torment…

  September 22, 2013

  ~So its been a while... I can't believe how much time passes in between life events... ~So I finally quit my part time job... It has taken me a while. I even cried a little.  I know that it sounds a little pathetic, but in reality they have become like another family to me and…

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• Will You Rescue Me?

  June 3, 2013

    ~So I started my new job this week.  I survived the first two days!! yay for me!! They even took me out for lunch today to welcome me into the department.  I thought that was really nice.  And really unexpected.  I hope that I work out in this company.&nb...

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• Raindrops

  May 27, 2013

    ~You listen as the rain trickles down the window panes. You watch as it makes watery streaks, obscuring the clear view. Down pours the rain. The gray gloomy sky greeting your gaze. The over powering feelings of sadness and depression surface. As you watch the rain,...

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• What Happened To Goodbye??

  May 18, 2013

  ~Oh my goodness... I am a college graduate... How did that happen?? I graduated on Friday and I just can't believe where the time has gone.  I mean it seems only yesterday I was graduating high school and now college?? With my MBA, which means that unlike other people if I never want to go&h...

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