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• I Love Dreaming about the Apocalypse

  December 23, 2013

  It's a pretty consistent theme throughout my life that I dream of end-times, or times where people are gone, or all dead, and the cities are either destroyed or overrun. Every time I wake from one, I feel calmed, relaxed, invigorated. I don't think these dreams are actually about the destruction ...

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• Insecurity, Demons, and Chick Flicks

  December 10, 2013

  You know I used to watch these chick flicks where the guy gets strange about a woman's past, as if who she was is who she is now, even if it's days before he met her. When all the stupid shit rolls like thunder over him and he gets paranoid and defensive and, well, creepy…

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• Seduce

  November 8, 2013

  Last night I had a rough conversation with Aspen. That is all I'm going to say about that. I'm recording it for whatever reason. And after, and unrelated, I dreamed about being hunted by a demon. I was in a hotel room, having opened two recent purchases from estate sales. Two people entered the r...

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• Encrypted

  November 7, 2013

  I shake a little because the apartment is so cold. I finally took photographs off the wall. I have a lot to say. A whole lot to say. But no real way to say it. So I start with funerals. My cousin is being buried tomorrow. I will not be there. I don't want to…

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• But a Flower Grows

  November 3, 2013

  A few months ago I woke with a broken heart bleeding like eyelids over my face. I spun web in the corners of my mind, already covered in dust. I crippled myself with uneven floors and broken rafters. I made a mess of this, my once great Soulscape home. I drop low like a raptor,…

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• 10/31/2013

  October 30, 2013

  New Fall Out Boy song lyrics: "I'm gonna shave you, like a penis. Then I'll raise you, like a penis!" I figured they could find something else to rhyme with penis instead of using it twice in the same chorus. Such a lack of inspiration from these guys. They were never good. But these ly...

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• A taste of something new

  October 28, 2013

  Oh, noble, you, a carrier of the small things, the wood grain Tiny pockets in all the jackets you slip through, upon a speckled horse, You ride into my dreams a curtained shade of blue. It is a crypt of many faces etched, and a place of calming stair-steps, Each one a choice, ascending. My…

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• For me, I pray

  October 26, 2013

  Potpourri brings with it a kind of melancholy, like fingers along the neck that aren't yours. Slipping beneath all the thoughts you forgot you held at bay, but perhaps you never did, and they just came because, well, the fake things smell like comfort. And comfort is dead. I've asked my wooden Do...

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• Coronation

  October 20, 2013

  I'm in a bad place right now. I've been able to hold it together, make do with everything that's happening, push through some serious crap to make sure everything in my life is--if not organized and managed--at least holding together. I tried talking to her tonight. Light text, nice, talking abou...

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