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• plah

  July 17, 2006

  Well seems like I don't know what to write like alwaysThomas just left and made me sadsomething about sleeping alone makes me feel miserable.it's not like I'm not capable at all of being on my own.I just havent wanted to bemaybe im just being needy.and my poor kitty lucia cant even come into my r...

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• moooo

  July 17, 2006

  I just want to keep writing, like i have all this stuff to say....but I really don't. *sigh* I don;t want to be alone right now. I wanna be talking to someone. where have all the real conversations gone. seems like no one cares about anything anymore. I know I freak over every detail to…

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• Life of Doom

  July 17, 2006

  [Chapter One : Basics]001. Name: Elizabeth Moss002. Nicknames: Liz, Lizzard, Lizzy, Lizzer..thanks baby haha. 003. Middle Name: Irene..so old.004. Initials: E.I.M005. Birthday: June 24th 1986006. Birthplace: Scarborough General007. Amount you weighed at birth: 7 something..doctor said I was the m...

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• thursday…maybe??

  July 13, 2006

  Today I realized something, no matter how much I push, or block thomas out. no matter how angry I get. he's always there. He's not going anywhere. Maybe he means it when he tells me that what he has for me is unconditional. I can be horrible to him. he gets upset but doesn't even…

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• huhhh….

  July 13, 2006

  I just read another girls entry. It had made me really sad. but made me think. If you have something that you believe in your heart is true love. Then do everything you can to keep it. because all this crap about if you love something then let it go....it isn't real. or at least…

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• 7/14/06

  July 13, 2006

  I lay against your bodyhear the beating of your heartsweet decay of loveeveryday I starveStrip open your woundslet me bleed withintearing at your bonesyou bring out all my sinsweat beads form your headpressure on my chestskin against skinhearts begin the rest

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• ….

  July 5, 2006

  Hey there, I feel like I have so much to write about. I haven't even tried. It's almost 4:30 in the morning and of course I'm still awake. I could sleep but I just don;t feel the need. I keep thinking about Thomas. I don;t know if I can trust him at all. after everything…

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• Thomas

  July 5, 2006

  I really do love you, you mean more to me than you will ever know..more than I could ever tell you. and I hate it. not being able to say everything inside of you. truth is I do believe in you. despite the pain, the lies, the drugs. I know you're better than all of…

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• Poem for thomas

  July 5, 2006

  Seemless in perfectionSmooth sence of porcelainVirgin drops of sunlightFollow the hesitation Soothing sounds of breathWarm against cold skinSeeping through my veinsA place no one's been...

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