Recent Entries

• Update

  May 6, 2008

  Not a long entry.  Just thought I'd update this. Kristen moves here in two days.  In two days, she will be moving into the Radford house with me and I could not be happier about it.  It's pretty freakin amazing and wonderful.  Oh sure, there's a lot of things I've been having ...

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• I Guess You Never Know

  April 20, 2008

  I'm about to write my very first private entry. It's for no one.  Nobody but me.  I hear people do this all the time and I've never understood the point.  What's the point of secrets and what's the point of keeping things from one another.  But right now, there are about a tho...

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• I’ve Always Got to be the Bad Guy

  April 16, 2008

  Unlike most entries, I encourage everyone not to continue reading this one, since it's just a way to cathartically expel all this frustration with my current situation and it may even leave you confused if you don't know everything that's going on.  But because I practice restraint and calm ...

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• At the Grand Canyon

  March 30, 2008

  The fence is nothing. Hewn lumber, semi-thick posts driven into the hard, red earth. Painted dull, lifeless, faded white. You could jump in.  Nothing could stop you. There are ways down, certainly, there are paths down. But it seems appealing to leap, to fall, to fail at flying but fly for a...

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• Not Quite a Love Song

  February 21, 2008

  Some nights my soul seems to get lost.  I cannot name the day I first felt this sense of loss, but I can remember the time.  It seems a time long in my past and yet forever with me.  Every so often I hope I've moved beyond this feeling and then it comes back.  It…

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• Passion, Trust, Safety, and Faith

  February 17, 2008

  I have always found myself a creature of great passion.  This statement normally would lead one to believe that, as I'm male, I intend to imply I either like sex a great deal or I sleep around or I am promiscuous with my heart.  I suppose I am with the last one, but only in a…

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• On Valentine’s

  February 13, 2008

  It's been a while since I wrote.  I had an idea last night of what I would write here today, but that mood has gone completely away and been replaced by, unfortunately, a not so pleasant one.  Lately, I have woken up exhausted and the mornings have not helped situations.  Driving a...

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• Sometimes a Day Goes By

  February 3, 2008

  And I will say good night to your picture still.  Every night. And I will live in your blanket and talk to your dog.  I'm sure, if you ever come to the mausoleum of that house again, you'll find your things just where they were left.  Unopened gifts, the razor, everything. I won't ...

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• Hello Old Friend

  January 13, 2008

  So, it has been around a month since I wrote here.  Everytime I visit this page I think I should write, but then I decide I have nothing that I really want to say here.  I think I've become comfortable talking to myself and considering that's the majority of what this is about as of&hel...

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