Recent Entries

• life with my head down

  September 8, 2009

  i live my life with my head down. not held down well not so much these days its more of  a deffensive posture the permanent duck of one used to dodging crap i resemble not so much the human im reputed to be as i do the little box turle that only pokes its out…

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• Glow Worm

  March 19, 2009

  I wish I were a glow-worm, a glow-worm's never glum, coz how could you be grumpy, when the sun shines out your bum

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• 10/5/08

  October 4, 2008

  you will travel thru a valley of rejection you will reside in a land of morning mists and you will find your home though it wont be where you left it.

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• time and tide

  June 16, 2008

  time heals all wounds and tide moves all things. i was reading one of my favs entries and that old saying poped into my head.... time heals all wounds. so i spent a few mins thinking about it and then went back into my OD to this day last year to see what it was…

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• hanging on by what exactly?

  June 8, 2008

  a toe? i fingernail? a thread perhaps? i dont know really. it doesnt feel like hanging on really. it feels like falling or plunging really. but hey its not the fall that kills you right? it the sudden stop at the end! what do you do when your life has gone into freefall? there has…

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• every parents wish

  June 5, 2008

  in the begining its easy. when your pregnant you wish for a healthy baby. 10 fingers 10 toes 2 eyes the right number of chromosomes. what else can you really hope for but for a healthy child. then the baby is born and you have a little human being to love and to teach. you…

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• the state of things

  June 4, 2008

  or perhaps the state of me my sister called the other day and asked 'so how's things'  and right on cue my son flipped to a new channel and the first thing that was said was... 'what state do you live in?' and my first thought combined the 2 and i got .... things are trudgeing…

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• words of contrition

  May 1, 2008

  saying i'm sorry is all well and good, meaning what you say is even better of course but how do you know the words are truly meant? where is the ruler that i can hold up next to his words and judge their sincerity? why does it take me leaving to make him see that…

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• the mad comet returns

  April 29, 2008

  i am not the stable person i have always wanted to be ive moved on yet again. as of last night k and i are no longer a 'we'. whats left of my life can be packed into the trunk and backseat of an `89 honda. im sad but not overly sad, whats 1 year…

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