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• Jealousy

  August 24, 2007

  Jealousy You green-eyed whore. He said I was your bitch. Knowing I refuse worship at your altar.   © 2006 Lucid Dreaming

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• Midnight Man

  July 11, 2007

  As the sun sets, I begin to anticipate. I can feel my skin start to twitch with the need for what I know is coming. I jump in the shower and wash quickly, except for a few spots that need extra care. As I dress, I begin to hurry my movements. A quick blow dry,…

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• Because Nice Matters!

  May 10, 2007

  I will never be a customer here, what a mean person! I was randomly strolling along in the 360 park today (better known as the search feature) and stopping to smile at any stranger I chanced to look at while on my way by. I happened to read the big blast banner behind someone's head,…

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• Men

  April 13, 2007

  I want to be the hero in the movie. I want to "get the girl" which is really just a euphamism for the perfect love. I think there should be love. I think I do deserve someone that loves me for ME, not just my body. I think I should be able to have the…

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• The House on My Street, Finis

  April 11, 2007

  I’m going to give in to the pleas I have been receiving to quit telling my story and end it more kindly for the little girl, so here goes!   The girl learned all of the lessons she was taught, and she learned them well; Betrayal Shame Fear Anger Violence Sadness Mistrust Self-loathing ...

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• The House On My Street Continued

  April 6, 2007

  That summer, the little girl underwent some miraculous changes.  She brushed her hair; she went from so thin the docs were worried to 150 pounds.  She was already 5’6” so it wasn’t as bad as it sounds, but the kids in school were cruel.  Now she was fat and ugly l...

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• The House on My Street

  April 4, 2007

  When I was growing up, there was a house in my neighborhood that all the school kids walked past on their way home. This house was pretty typical; it was a 2 story ranch with a concrete walkway to the drive and very little landscaping. There may have been some trees in the yard but…

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• Astounding!

  March 20, 2007

  I was taking the dog for a nice long walk today in an attempt to get both of us some much needed exercize and as we were walking I started hearing what sounded like pigeons, but very quietly like pigeons.  As we kept walking, it gradually got louder and louder to the point that I…

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• The Politics of Spring

  March 15, 2007

  The Politics of Spring Ahhhhhhhhh, a taste of things to come here in Chitown. We actually hit 70 º here on monday. We broke a record come to think of it, we hit 73º and that is 1º higher than previous! The funny thing about that is a week before it happened, we were -10º…

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