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• If we don’t believe we will be ok, how can we be?

  August 25, 2009

  As time passes, I feel ever more distant from you.  I feel as though I'm here, but you no longer see me.  The way people learn to ignore beggars on the street...they are there, but a stink you can't get away from. I feel as though I am a shadow that is following you around. …

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• Life spins on a coin

  August 21, 2009

  How do we know if something will work out the way we want it to?  The past three months have been up and down.   Spending every day and every night with someone is a real test of strength for a relationship.  It would seem that this relationship may not withstand it. I suppose...

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• Travel the world

  July 5, 2009

  So I start this diary entry as I have started so many others.  I would like to say recently, but it clearly isn´t....something like months ago...perhaps not even this year! I´m currently on a sabbatical from work and am travelling around Central and South America.  So far I&...

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• Hey hey!

  March 7, 2008

  And so life has continued as always....it has its ups and downs, as does everyones.  But I think that things are going ok.  And I'm glad!!There have been so many times I've wanted to come on here and write, but I'm just running out of time...I really don't know where it goes.Anyone got ...

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• And I forgot to tell you…..

  November 5, 2007

  ...you make me happy....  And I'm learning to be happy with being happy now, and it makes it easier, no, that's wrong, YOU make it easier.Love you.

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• Still tangled…

  October 29, 2007

  ...but it's getting better. Finally, life is looking up....

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• Empty

  August 27, 2007

  Isn't it strange how quickly emptiness can invade something that once made you smile?God I miss you.  Driving home today, it was all I could do to stop the tears from falling.  On the motorway I just wanted to put my foot down and hope that I could leave this all behind. Hope that I&hel...

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• Complexity

  August 12, 2007

  So this is me, huh?Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others     You are very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well. Behind your quiet exterior lies a great deal of emotional depth, sensitivity, complexity, and also fierce...

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• To feel

  August 12, 2007

  To feel is sometimes the hardest thing to do.I realise the times I try to walk away, or delude myself to think I'm not feeling.And I fail to realise that the exact opposite is what is true.I feel only all too well.I feel only far too much.I feel intensely.Without feeling everything intensely, wha...

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