Recent Entries

• Some things to be proud of

  April 5, 2013

   Dear diary Life is being good to me. Well I'm pretty sure I could be better at school but everything else is getting better. FINALLY! After being sad and angry for over a year I'm good now. I love my friends. The old ones I went to school with like 3 years ago. They're just…

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• Happy pills

  March 30, 2013

   Dear diary I've been quite happy the last few days. I spent eastern with my whole family. I love these days because there's always tons of good food. Today I spoke to a friend who actually called me " a fucking whore" because me and my best friend broke up. But I'm never really ma...

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• Some long nights

  March 29, 2013

   Dear diary Right now I'm at my friends house. She's having a home party and everyone is quite drunk or high. Me too.  I had to take my medications but I took way more than I should and now I can't sleep. My body is giving up but my mind is awake. Most of the…

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• Breathing

  March 26, 2013

   Dear Diary I know I didn't write for a couple days but I've been busy. My best friend still needs distance but It's ok. I felt pretty good the last few days. Of course I miss her but I guess drawing and writing helps me. Maybe it sounds weird but since we broke up I…

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• Heal for the honey

  March 23, 2013

   Dear Diary I know that it's over with my best friend. For real. But I also know it's probably the best thing for us and maybe we can be friends again in the future. I hope so because she's an awesome person and I do wish her the best because she deserves it. Last night…

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• Let her go

  March 22, 2013

   Dear Diary I'm the worst friend. Like for real. I'm crying right now and just smoked my last cigarette.  I know everyone's angry at me because I cancelled tonight. My best friend and I are done. I'm so sorry and I understand her because this time it's all my fault. I told her to leave&...

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• Sing me to sleep

  March 21, 2013

   I don't know. Even though I miss my mum, I need time to think.  I love and hate her at the same time and I know I can never be happy when she's around. I'm trying my best to get better but it's so hard. It makes me sad when I think about the last…

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• Sunny day

  March 21, 2013

   Dear Diary Today's a sunny day but I didn't went to school. I know it's only 12 o'clock but I felt like I have to write something. I'm such a lazy person. I can't bring myself up to go outside or do something. I should really work on that. Anyway today I had awesome dream.…

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• Blind as I am

  March 21, 2013

   Dear Diary I just got back from Charlie. The dinner was actually pretty cool. it was kinda weird being around other people who don't drink or smoke. Jade and Me probably didn't really fit in but Charlie was very nice. I wonder if he ever kissed a girl or got drunk. I'd really like to…

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