Recent Entries

• When the time is right

  January 12, 2014

   My diary, last few entries have become sappy, love-filled entries.  But that is how I feel. I don't say this because I am in that puppy love, infatuation phase but I write this because I literally cannot believe this is my reality. I've caught my self CRYING because I am so happy about...

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• Submerged in your love

  October 20, 2013

   Cloud 9 was what I felt months ago and this, that I feel today, is something much more than that.  I give this metaphor to everyone that asks me how it feels to be with him -again or finally - and my answer is always the along the same lines. Explaining the desire, need, want…

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• A complete dream

  September 7, 2013

   You remember that one summer night when I asked you what we were? I didn't know what I was expecting when I asked you that question, I just needed to clear it to whatever it ended up being because I couldn't be with you only to know you can walk away from me so easily…

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• 09/01/2013

  August 31, 2013

   Whats missing in my life is    you. 

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• With everything you are.

  August 19, 2013

   I see you, everyday. Yet, I feel anxious before we meet everytime. Sometimes, thinking of meeting you makes my day goes by so fast and before you know I see you standing in front of me and sometimes, the same thinking leads to my day being the longest ever, waiting to be in your arms. ...

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• 08/10/2013

  August 9, 2013

   I can't believe that I have you.  That we're together.  That you love me, too. 

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• I was speechless

  July 31, 2013

  All I remember ever since I've met you is how you make me feel.  You are that one guy in my life that I've always wanted, I've cried praying to God to make you mine, to make you want me, to make you be with me. You're the guy who I've never been able to…

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• Afraid to love – like always

  July 27, 2013

  I'm so afraid of love.  I don't feel it, I feel it, I don't feel it… I can't tell.  Once again, I'm at a point where love is confusing and I can't seem to figure out what it really means. I ask people around me and while they joke around with me, they're convinced I'm…

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• A Small Surprise

  July 7, 2013

   I wanted to do something special for him, to show him what he means to me. I didn't need to but I wanted to show my appreciation to him.  He had to check in the hotel and I had the day off. So I decided I wanted to make him a little basket of goodies.…

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