Recent Entries

• it’s a charmed life

  May 24, 2009

  anna convinced me to get a live journal and it's killing my od time. over a month!!! that's ridic. there are a lot of things i need to write, but i just can't. ben thinks writing helps me, and it does. but i've gone farther than i thought i would. farther than i have since…

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• 04/15/2009

  April 14, 2009

  "you make me smile, you help me solve problems, you're there when I need you, you're there even though sometimes I dont deserve you, you're a true friend, you're smart, you make me love you." - ben we aren't talking right now. "hmmm... you're my s, i mean that in the best possible ...

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• take the white pill you’ll feel all right.

  April 4, 2009

  this life is anything but certain, when they close the final curtain you'll get a glimpse at the truth. current fb thread, ongoing for the past week: mallorie: ben just read me some texts from yokimcus, one saying that they could be study buddies, another saying she could 'help him loosen up a bi...

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• i hope you choke on the lines

  March 28, 2009

  an entry in questions. who are you really? do i actually even like you as a person? as a friend? as more? could you be nothing to me if i tried harder? where is the line between love and hate? did someone teach you how to live in both worlds? can i learn? are lies easier…

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• just wanna be with you

  March 20, 2009

  i am a klepto. i have ben's ring now..but not on purpose! last night was the most perfect night i've had..maybe since summer. i saw all four of my best friends (meg, benny, kaleigh and jeremy), flirted with two different boys, plus saw/hung out with cory, jess, renee, bucky, stef and ellen. it wa...

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• l-o-v-e’s just another word..

  March 14, 2009

  3oh!3 - so not my typical taste, but i'm addicted. i don't know why. last night i finally got the nerve to call jeremy out on the way he's been treating me lately. of course i was called dramatic and ridiculous. but i got him to admit he hasn't been very good to me at…

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• breakin’

  March 10, 2009

  i'm going to an all american rejects concert with kaleigh on april 11th!! i'm so excited. i listen to the cd on repeat in my car, it's amazing. neither j nor benny called me at all while they were gone. they didn't even text. i tried not to let it bother me. i worked a…

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• disappear

  March 3, 2009

  so my friend mariah didn't tell anyone when she started dating her boyfriend again because she didn't want to tell everyone when they broke up again either. her and jake have been so back and forth for years now it's just easier not to tell. i'm saying this because i think i did the same…

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• 1, 2, 3, 4

  February 26, 2009

  plain white t's make me think of laura. and of brent. and of that summer. but they make me nostalgic, not sad. yesterday brought another ridiculous amount of snow, but i got out of school an hour early and went over to meg's to hang out with her, ellen, stef and diana until 9. and…

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