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• 2.21.22

  February 21, 2022

  I planted a ton of wildflower seeds in the garden bed in front of my house on Saturday. Last year, my garden was sterile and defined. I am not a sterile, defined person, so I think the wildflower garden will do something for my soul. I'm in a state where I want to be productive…

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• 2.20.22

  February 20, 2022

  Another day in the books. How many more of these will I have? I had a dream 10ish years ago where a woman told me that in exactly 30 years, I would die. I think that would make me 52. I don’t put too much stock in that stuff, but part of me wonders if…

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• Nightmares

  July 26, 2021

  Each night, we return to this spot. My bed. California king. No headboard. No decor. Just white. Cream. Soft and cool. Me and my boys. No Daddy. He works 7 days straight and then he’s off for 7 days. Second shift. Us eating dinner alone. Bath time. Teeth brushing. Story time. Me and my two…

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• perspective and gratitude and memories and kids

  July 25, 2021

  every day really is perfect. the memories I so desperately cling to are shrouded in mist and gold when I think back on them, never noticing the aura of beauty encapsulating my present moments. the ones that will eventually become memories. everything feels so profound when looking back, you know....

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