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• Amazing

  September 20, 2009

   Its amazing they have kept my journal open after 7 years of having od. I check every six months to see if they delete me im glad they have not. Maybe someday i will start writing again. I miss writing poetry daily, this was the only place i use to be able to come and…

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• another thought blown away

  February 23, 2006

  I havnt written in here in a while, and im really only planning on writing in here for a few days. The love of my life and I decided to take a break after being together for almost 6 years now. We know were right for each other but we just want to be able to…

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• The Isolation of Evolution

  December 13, 2004

        I believe in this "other" time you speak of. I believe in this rain cloud being just an mirrage. I believe in the impossibility of reason. Contributing the hand of motion, togetherness, and complete dedication. Devotion on a level unimaginable, distance, delusion. Mind contro...

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• Discovery of webbing…

  December 7, 2004

  Convalescent, I slowly rise from a state of devastation. Spread upon this apathetic grid, so simply content. In a larger image, believing this grid is overwhelmed with a powerful tide. A constant wave of ectasy throughout the spirits occupying spaces beneath this ocean. Im simply washed away with...

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• Passing existance…

  November 15, 2004

    (*sigh*) Another cool November's breeze reaches out for me in an attempt to hold on. An attempt to grasp another warm individual. Our existance is constantly slipping away, mother nature tries to grab hold and embrace these wonderful moments. Yet most of us, scrambled and lost upon our own...

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• Season’s Divinity…

  November 8, 2004

    A summers calling, a winters retreat. A glorious escape from fate, where one individual changes the rules. The infinite ball is in your court. Allow complete salvation. You are to be set free and released in that poland spring. In a state of apathy you shall float upon this spring. Be ever...

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• the tragic week continue’s

  October 24, 2004

  Such a terrible week it has been. That is why I havnt been writing on here cause this week just hasnt ended. And to add to it all, Ive had my licence for 3 years now and ive never been into an accident. I just bought a 2000 Pontiac Grand Prix, and today someone hit…

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• questions without answers….

  October 21, 2004

  Im so built up I wish I could cry. I'm not sure what the problem is, havnt got a clue. All I know is I can't write anything, being poetry in any form. My head constantly hurts and I wish I could crawl in a hole and go blank. Even trying to write this right…

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• Shamed and supressed…

  October 16, 2004

    You gotta, clear away........ Clear away the thick path, the path in which separates you from the unknown.  Difficult, difficult is to see the exact obvious. Soul reaches the depth of my depth, oh I cant express the anguish for my pasion. Im supressed and calling out with little ...

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