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• 6-7-2011

  June 6, 2011

  Today was the worst day by far throughout this 6 months of pure misery.  I talked with my husband last night about things, and we kind of got into a disagreement about splitting the house and kids etc...  In the end I think we were settling on some things.  Last night I even t...

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• 6-4-2011

  June 3, 2011

  I felt stronger lately until last night when my husband came in the door, because he said he was going to file for divorce yesterday.  I got my same feelings back of anger and resentment.  I took my youngest son to the dentist to get a couple of baby teeth pulled and he was lightly…

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• 5-31-2011

  May 30, 2011

  So, I have been keeping myself busy and not dwelling on the past anymore.  Not emailing or texting my husband.  It helps!  Not including I have been staying away from my husband so I can avoid the negativity and verbal abuse I get regularly.  I have felt stronger and more at p...

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• 5-28-2011

  May 27, 2011

  Today, We got into it a little more, because my husband was home all day.  He was trying to get my son against me, so he could manipulate him into playing baseball next year.  He said your mom wasn't even watching you but texting.  He is trying everything to get him to play next ye...

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• 5-27-2011

  May 26, 2011

  Yesterday when I got home from my job session, I called my husband to see where everyone was.  My husband keeps playing these games and said he does not know where the kids are.  I was getting frustrated as he kept saying my youngest walked to my sister's house and my oldest was at his&...

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• 5-26-2011

  May 25, 2011

  Today I am a little more down then I have been.  The last two day's I could deal with my situation a little bit more, but today I guess because of the rain I am upset again.  My oldest son is out of school today and he asked me why I am always on the…

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• 5-24-2011

  May 23, 2011

  It has been really hard these last several months, but the hardest I am sure is yet to come.  I am realizing that I am the only one suffering from his decision to divorce me.  I read how some people are happy with their divorce decision, but I can't help thinking about the people that&h...

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• 5-24-2011 #2

  May 23, 2011

  Well like normal he came home in a happy chipper mood, while I am upset about the end of our marriage.  I asked him how he can be in such a great mood when it is the end of our marriage and like normal he does not answer.  He did call me judgemental as he…

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• 5-18-2011

  May 17, 2011

  Today I am writing for the first time about my marriage of 14 years and how everything keeps going wrong.  I wish I would have known about this online diary several years ago, because I really like/needed to express my feelings.  I want to just get you caught up on what's been goin...

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