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• parts of our convo from yesterday…hehe

  October 10, 2005

  Me: Why do you tickle me? Alex: Because it makes you smile. Me: but YOU make me smile. Alex: Ya, by tickling you! Me: *shakes head* okay... Alex: A mushroom! i LOVE mushrooms! Me: *laughs* Alex: you should throw it Me: no. I dont wanna. Alex: Come on. Throw it. Plez. Pleeeez. *pleeding look* Me:&...

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• well well well…

  October 7, 2005

        ...TROUBLE MAKERS ARE HOTT...     looks like my lil boyfriend is a trouble maker. hehe. Alex got suspended from school because they found cigarettes on him. now...his mother probably has grounded him for life! which means that i will NOT see him this weekend. *pouts...

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• what to do…what to do…

  October 4, 2005

        ...Will We Ever Be Friends Again?...     i'm not sure if Nic and i will ever be friends again. i'm not sure if he'll ever see that, without my friends, im nothing. friends are what make me. even if i DO have a boyfriend, i should still be able to be…

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• Confession Time…

  August 27, 2005

        ...Cutting The Pain Away...     well...here's my confession...  I have been cut free for a month and 15 days...but now...it's back to 0.  Yes, i cut myself yesterday. Due to stuff that went down Friday night. I carved the word "HATE" in...

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• PISSED OFF!!!!

  August 25, 2005

  PISSED OFF!!!! Okay…so…Dan is really starting to PISS ME OFF! He actually GUESSED, without me giving any clues, what my mother’s dad had done to her! HE GUESSED! HE KNOWS! NIC DOESN’T EVEN KNOW! –Loud Scream- UGH! I want to kill him! I really want to take a frying ...

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• Impulsiveness…and…College…

  August 24, 2005

  ...I'm Impulsive... ...I'm Crazy...   Impulsiveness...and...College.... Have you ever had the sudden urge to just…run outside in whatever your wearing…whether it be jeans, pajamas, or just your undergarments and scream as loud as you can? I just had that urge. Too bad I can't a...

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• growing up…and…senior year…

  August 23, 2005

        ...Growing up...     Right now…I’m sad. Growing up…it’s just not as fun as I thought it would be. I wish I could be back in High School. Those were the days…and I never really realized it until now, now that I’m heading into th...

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• “Listen” ((a poem by me))

  August 15, 2005

        ..."Listen"...     and i dont know what to say i feel you here within my heart i know that you love me but there are times that i feel alone like i'm the only one who feels this way you are the one that i want the one that i love…

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• “the girl” (a poem by me)

  August 12, 2005

        ..."The Girl"...     dont let me fall   i dont want to be another girl on your list i dont want to be another girl you do things with all i want to be is the girl you love <font style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #000000"> the girl you would do anyth...

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